Tired of the same

As the title states, I am getting so tired of doing the same thing. I have ideas that are poking at the interior of my skull, trying to get out. Why can't I get my ass motivated and put some to work? Why is this hard? It shouldn't be hard. I want to do something, like that webcomic idea I had, but every time (the few times) I kick myself hard enough to go and get the pencil and paper... I flop. Inspiration abandons me on the spot, any skill goes out the window, and my imagination has a coma. And then this cycle repeats itself. I give up, inspiration creeps back, I go "omigod I'm gonna start something this time!" , I try, I flop.


It would figure, it seems my muse is an Anonymous /b/astard.

Meh.

I need to get my own place.

Then, THEN I can start in on this art stuff without feeling useless. Then maybe I can get that webcomic idea moving along past a brainstorm.